I've been told by someone, that when it comes to these kinds of situations, I should just let it go. But I can't. So instead, I'll just blog about it.
This is probably the most difficult question for every human; "What is your purpose in life?". Of course, the answer would be something that the person is doing, or something that inspires the person. My answer would be, something that I can live and die for. That is my purpose. Right now, I've found it, but it doesn't seem like it wants me.
If you want to ask what it is, then I'll be frank, love. The feeling that can't be explained by any logic or any scientific theory. My current purpose in life is to love this person to the fullest, but it seems like this person doesn't feel like giving me the equal feeling. It seems like this person doesn't really love me, or sad to say, doesn't want me to be with her. I've tried almost everything, I've sacrificed almost everything, and yet, she still doesn't see that sacrifice. All I want is for her to notice what I'm doing for her. If she wants me to stop, then I'll stop, if she wants me to continue, then I'll continue. But if this keeps up, I might break down for the first time in my life.
I love this person to the fullest, that I'm about to give everything that I have and learned in my life. I wish she could read this, and I wish she could hear me out. This would be the first and the last time that I would be selfish, that's why, please heed me. I need your comfort, I need your support, I need YOU. If I could just re-do everything, then I would've done it. If I have a chance to correct my mistakes, then I'll do it. But if that's not enough, it would only mean that I'm not enough. That would be the time that I would let go, completely.
You know who you are. And I want you to know, that I'm right here, waiting, hanging, and sacrificing, just to know the answer to this question. Can I take back what's rightfully mine? Or is it taken away from me, completely.
Please, heed me.
This is probably the most difficult question for every human; "What is your purpose in life?". Of course, the answer would be something that the person is doing, or something that inspires the person. My answer would be, something that I can live and die for. That is my purpose. Right now, I've found it, but it doesn't seem like it wants me.
If you want to ask what it is, then I'll be frank, love. The feeling that can't be explained by any logic or any scientific theory. My current purpose in life is to love this person to the fullest, but it seems like this person doesn't feel like giving me the equal feeling. It seems like this person doesn't really love me, or sad to say, doesn't want me to be with her. I've tried almost everything, I've sacrificed almost everything, and yet, she still doesn't see that sacrifice. All I want is for her to notice what I'm doing for her. If she wants me to stop, then I'll stop, if she wants me to continue, then I'll continue. But if this keeps up, I might break down for the first time in my life.
I love this person to the fullest, that I'm about to give everything that I have and learned in my life. I wish she could read this, and I wish she could hear me out. This would be the first and the last time that I would be selfish, that's why, please heed me. I need your comfort, I need your support, I need YOU. If I could just re-do everything, then I would've done it. If I have a chance to correct my mistakes, then I'll do it. But if that's not enough, it would only mean that I'm not enough. That would be the time that I would let go, completely.
You know who you are. And I want you to know, that I'm right here, waiting, hanging, and sacrificing, just to know the answer to this question. Can I take back what's rightfully mine? Or is it taken away from me, completely.
Please, heed me.
